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[Jun. 20th, 2006|09:59 pm] |
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I have got to stop doing this shit. I don't need this food, I have enough fat reserves to live off. I'm misserable when i'm fat so hy do I keep eating. Do I not want to be happy! STOP FUCKING EATING |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|09:10 pm] |
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today has been good, cakes and sweets and other junk was brought into work by my boss but I didn't touch anything. I had a few strawberrys for dinner and have been for a run. I sorted some thing out with my dad yesterday which felt good. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
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I feel crappy, I'm so tempted to binge but I won't. I just wish I could erase food from my brain. I just want to be skinny so I can be who I want to be and be free and stop letting the fact I feel too big get in the way of me doing things. I'm from yorkshire but live in bristol and one of my close school friends moved here a year ago but I won't see them untill I get to my target weight cos I don't want them thinking I'm ugly. I just want to be free. |
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[Jun. 10th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
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well the last few days have gone well. I've lost seven pounds in three days. I didn't go to the gym today but went for a run. I'm going to make sure I do some hard core gym next week. I hate weekends cos I havn't got work to distract me from food and am more likely to binge and purge. So far so good though and tomorrow I'm going to spend the day doing classes in the gym. My friends want me to go out tonight but I feel huge and don't feel comfortable going out knowing people will be looking at me. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|01:03 pm] |
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hey guys I'm new to this site but would really appreciate support. I used to be in control of food but for the last year I lost control and put on a lot of weight. I want to get back in control I'm starting by going to the gym today and fasting for two weeks. Its great to see so many people with such will power. It makes me more determined. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|12:44 pm] |
Hey guys this is my first time on this site but would love some support. I was in control of what I ate but then got weak and have gained a lot of weight over the last year. I am determined to get back in control from today. I'm 5'9" and my lowest weight was 98 pounds and a size 6. I now weigh 154 pounds and am a size 12. I know its disgusting so if anybody wants to give me motivation i'd very much appreciate it. I'm going to the gym now and am going to fast for the next two weeks to clear my system of food.
Its good to see so many people doing so well its made me determined to loose this flab. |
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